Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while s(he) got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even


Her(is) best days will be some of my worst
S(he) finally met a (wo)man that's gonna put her(him) first
While I'm wide awake s(he's) no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no


What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces


They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause s(he's) moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no


What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)


Oh you got his(er) heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.


I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no


What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)


Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

-The Script. one of the best songs alive :')

sleepless night

HALOOOO!!! TANGGAL 1 LOH
hmm
hey.
you.
yes you!
i love you :(
AHAHA just kidding. APRIL MOOPPPP
hmmm
:(
happyfailedannivyecoy
semoga dapet cewe baru deh
hm
kgn
wkwk
gue bosen
gabisa tidur
gmndong-_-
tolongin tolooooong
lo lagi apa?
apa kabar?
inget gue ga?
kangen gue ga?
udah makan?
kok belom tidur?
emg ga ngantuk?
doh gue kenapa-_-
it just me
missing you so much
salah ya?
kalo salah bilang~
hm gataudeh

udh dulu ya
Lotta pain,
ADEL

worthless

halo. long time no see. okay to the point aja ya langsung ahahaha asdfghjkl gue mau teriak tp males-_-
oke gini, gamau basa basi oke emg mungkin gue udah lama ga ngeposting saking lamanya gue ga pernah ngasih tau kan tgl 1 februari gue jadian? tp tanggal 25 kemaren udah putus-_- 25 angka laknat emang ahahaha dari dulu putus tanggal 25 mulu boseeeeeen-_____- ahaha ga uptodate loeeee~

okeoke, jadi gini, gue ceritain dari awal yaa. ga dari awal juga sih males guenya haha, hm gini. jadi hm namanya iqbal gausah nanya anak mana oke-_- intinya gue sm dia ketemu di bimbel, yap. gue satu bimbel sama dia, trustrus kenalan blablabla gatau knp tibatiba jadi deket-_- jadiandeeewwhh~ trustrus apalagi ya trus udah tuh ya sayang2an, lenje2an, jalan bareng, bbman, smsan, ketemuan, dia nganterin blablabla makan bareng, nonton, yaa biasalah orang pacaran gimana sih? standarlah-__- trus ya..............putus T___________T sedih kan? sedih emang~

gausah nanya putus kenapa oke, yg jelas sekarang alasan putusnya beda dari yang laen, keputusan bersama sih sebenernya, ya ga bersama juga sih kan gue ceritanya waktu itu msh sayang eaaa ahahaha ya gitu deh gue gamau ceritain alesan putusnya terlalu publik coy~

trustrus sekarang ceritanya gue single, males pacaran, belom bisa move on juga, trus hmmm gimana yaa baru pertama kali ngerasain trauma kaya gini. gak trauma juga sih gue ngerti alesan putusnya dia cuman.. he's not worth it. he just can't take me as i am. and then, gue capek kalo misalkan have to pretending as the person i'm not. that's all kok.

trus gini nih gue sebenernya males galau tp sekarang lagi butuh temen curhat bangetbanget karena followers blog gue cuman 4 orang at least ga semuanya bakal baca blog gue kok, jadi ya bebas dong ya curhat di blog. gasuka? close tab ajeeee

gue males curhat di twitter hm iqbal ngefollow soalnya-_- ahahaha duh frontal dikit gpplah ya, hmm gue gamau galau di twitter ntar kan kaya lemah gitu gue ahahaha eaaa~ emang lemahsi-__-

jadi gini hari ini tuh tanggal 31 berarti besok tanggal 1 kan.... APRILMOPPPPP!!! oke bukan-_- failed anniv................. :'''''''''''''''''')
gue harusnya bisa dua bulan tuh hm lebih bahkan cuman ya cuman... gimana ya... gitudeyy wkwk kenapa skrg gue bete tibatiba padahal tadi biasa aja hmm pengen nge block cuman ah gimana yaa, gue galau nih T_T
sekarang bingung. hape sepi, ym sepi, gapunya bb, mention juga sepi, where should i go?
dulu... kayanya ada aja yang nanya "kamu lagi apaaa?" "kamu ga ngantuk?" AHAHAAHAHAH DOH BALLLLLLLLLL

aduh gue kenapasih-_- okeoke lanjut jadi gini gue bosen, satnite nih coy
sendirian dirumah
malah ngetumblr, ngeblog, twitter, youtube. gapapagapapa single itu bahagia kokkk yakan yakan? no boy, no cry :')

jadi gini, curhat dikit ya, banyak deh wkwk hm pit udah tidur ya? besok kita anniv loh~ oke failed-_- tp ya tetep ajaaa vnnya denger lagi ya besok biar sweet2 gimana gitu kan wkwkwk
njir bosen njiiiiiiirrrrr

oke gue makan dulu nta rkalo bosen nge posting lagi
bye

Lotta Love,
ADEL