tapi bosen
mau ngapain lagi kalo bosen?
gue pasti nge posting.
Antara galau sama bosen sih sebenernya:)
Kalo kata pixie lott sih "what you do when you're stuck cause the one that you love has pushed you away and you can't deal with the pain"
hm iya, gue emang gabisa terima kalo udah sakit gini, cmn mau gimana? udah terlanjur, nasi udah jadi bubur, tinggal dikasih ayam, kacang, sama kecap doang biar dijadiin sarapan.
Kemaren gue mimpir buruk.
really really got a nightmare,
jadi gini, mimpinya :
gue lagi jalan-jalan, tibatiba gelap, trus ada jalan buntu gitu. trus gue bingung mau kemana lagi. gue diem, nangis, gue pengen teriak tapi suara gue ga keluar. Tibatiba, ada cahaya matahari gitu eaa-_- tp serius. Gue lari ke arah matahari itu, terus gue tibatiba batuk keluar darah sumpah ini serem banget darahnya tambah banyak gue makin nangis, tapi ga sakit. tapi berdarah, Dimanamana kalo berdarah pasti sakit kan ya, ini ga sama sekali. ohiya! ini kan mimpi kalo sakitnya kerasa namanya beneran-_- trus tibatiba gue udah dirumah sakit aja, sumpah ini horror abis. Abis itu nyokap gue dateng, begitupula dengan keluarga gue yang lain, tapi, ga ada temen-temen gue yang dateng, ga-ada-sama-sekali. Papa juga ga dateng:( dan akhirnya gue bangun.
gue sebenernya ga ngerti arti mimpinya apa, tapi. Sejak itu, gue bingung :i wonder how many people would feel lost when i'm gone?
How many people would cry when i'm gone?
How many people would feel guilty when i'm gone?
and.. how many would be so glad when.. i-am-gone? though it'd be so many people.
sedih ya:')
emang mimpi bisa bikin orang galaau.
ehiya ngomong-ngomong
kalo konsisten itu artinya ga labil kan?
kalo gue bilang gue mau makan kue tibatiba makan permen berarti gue ga konsisten dong?
iya gue emang gini, labil.
kalo misalkan gue lagi maen games tapi gue pengen menang namanya apa? egois ya?
iya gue emang gini, egois.
trus kalo misalkan ada yang ngerjain gue trus gue nangis/ngambek namanya apa? childish?
iya gue emang gini, childish.
dan i've soooooooo many more flaws that you will-never know!
kalo lo gabisa nerima soo just keep the fck off dear-old-friend
i rather be alone than being with someone who couldn't take my flaws.
take me as who i am. masih banyak yang bisa ngertiin gue soo much better than you.
udh ya, bye
ADEL
