it seems like i just can't pass it away, it'd been 4 months since i wasn't his everything anymore
in the beginning it was always harder, feels like my life's darker, my life turned gray, when he's gone i don't know who else i would take care of.
i know it would change into the happiness someday
but i don't want to lose him like, never.
it may sound selfish but i just want him to know that i gave him all of me, i gave everything i could.
and i want him to give the same thing.
though that i love him, i hope that one day he could finally find the right one, the perfect one. i hope he enjoy his happiness nor feel the sadness and this peer preasure like i felt
