though everyone said that i was so strong what they didn't know is that i could barely carry on
but, i knew i would be fine
sometimes it all gets a little too much but i know that soon the fog will clear up.
i always tell myself "i could do this"
i would use no help it would be just fine
but, when it got hard sometimes i lose my focus..
and need anyone's hand or even arms just to make me sure everything's gonna be alright.
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i could really blocked him on all those social media but i just couldn't really block him from my life.
i'm-so-sorry if it all seems a little too much
but, believe me
it's harder than you could imagine
i just couldn't be this strong anymore
it's like i was lying to people, i lie myself out
i might hate him so much now, but why this have to be harder?
he told me this is for the best, but guess it's all for his best not mine
he got his happiness, but neither do i
he got his special someone, but neither do i
he got his own perfection shape of life, but once again.. neither do i
i might hate him, even just to see his face i always throw my face up or down, though he wouldn't realize it.
i might hate him, but i always pray for his more happiness
hope he'll pray for mine
path
line
instagram
whatsapp
snapchat
out of those social media
i've already blocked him
so i don't have to see how happy he was without me
i don't have to see how happy he was with his new one
i have my own way to erase some people out of my life
guess we really ended up here,
goodbye won't be enough to tell how broke i am
but i believe it will be fine
sooooooooooooo long,
partner
--Adel
