People say, that sometimes life's not always going as what you expect it to be.
sometimes it was going outta your plans, totally.
at least, that's what exactly happened to me these early days.
God's plan would always be better for you, or might be the for the people around you,
i believe it all happened for your own good, i hope there's a reason behind this thing.
Or maybe..
i have to let him go for a moment for my own good, or for own his good.
perhaps, i will meet you at the corner of coffee shop with your own business, asking about how's life going, talking about the past, about what we'd been through those past years, about the job, the family, anything. Maybe, we will meet again when we're better for each other.
that's the only reason why i keep struggling till this day.
I believe, it's one of many God's plans that have been sent to me.
I believe it's for my own good.
I believe everything's gonna be okay.
I believe that life's such a rollercoaster -- life's not always be at the top or down.
I believe my family would be back (all of them)
I believe he's the one.
I believe i can make it through.
for now, i just want to thank God for everything he gave me, for the past, the lessons, for this life esp., For everything, i'm nothing without You.
For you -- my special one, be though,
i know we can make it.
2 years,
and still counting,
--Adel
