Is it, love?

Wise man once told me don't ever let someone you love most.. go, or it will hurt you eventually.

but what if its for his best?

or mine?

i know it sounds so selfish, but why would you hold something that hurts you so bad?

why would you hurt yourself?

why would you?

why?

what if both of you were never meant to each other?

i know i love him when his laugh's one of the most fave things in life 

i know i love him when i can't even let him go on a diet cause i dont want him to feel hungry

i know i love him when i've said "whatever" in every fights cause i don't want to make everything goes worse

i know i love him when hugging him can really comfort me

i know i love him when he lay his head over my thigh cause i know it would comfort him

i know i love him when i lose my temper when he doesn't text me in 3 hours
i know i love him when his good morning & good night greeting are the things i always wait each day
i know i love him when see him crying is burning my heart
i know i love him when losing him....makes me dying

but......

now i realised we really have to be this way

you may have to take your own time, enjoy your beautiful life while i will find my happiness.

oh and dear you,

if someday you see this posting, you have to know that i'm not going anywhere. I love you. I always did.
well, people changed. That's how a person could learn how cruel life can be.

"Sometime in the future maybe we can get together, maybe share a drink and talk awhile and reminisce about the days when we were still together. Maybe someday further down the line and i will meet you there. Sometime in the future we can share our stories when we won't care about all of our mistakes, our failures, and our glories. But until that day comes along i'll keep on moving on"

 Kamu terbaik, terakhir, tersayang.








with love,
Adel