Untittled1

hello!

i'm officially an alumni, graduated person that will not do anything in her holiday.
hey, gue ada kabar baik dan kabar buruk. :)
gue seneng gue lulus dan yah walaupun nem gue standar 34,25. gue seneng se-engga-nya nem gue gak sejelek bayangan gue selama ini, dan itu nem murni, thank God O:)

Hm, i have a silly sad story...
accurately, a plot of drama maybe (for God sake, you will know what i mean) but i'm totally sure this isn't what i want, it's what i suffer now, life goes on guys :)
2 weeks ago, i did it. i felt like something attacked me like aaa i don't know what exactly it is but i can't breathe. feels like a big shit in my mouth hold it and someone cover my nose so i can't feel anything.
and then..... BLANK! i can't see anything till my mom's screamed like "HELP HELP BRING HER TO THE HOSPITAL NOW! GIVE HER A MINERAL WATER!" i can hear it but i don't think that i can see anything because in fact all i see at the moment is black! i was panic, i want to say "HELP ME!" but in fact every words that i tried are sounds nothing. i can't say anything my mouth just trying to give 'em silent alert! what the fuck! what kind of disease is this?! what else... what else... God i can't have it, for sure, i'm not that strong
it's 2 am and i awake from that nightmare and then i realized the disease was come back, my moouth was gasping without any sound. tightness. i couldn't feel anything. i tried to touch or pull (maybe) my sister's hand but i can't i felt like it too far! and... yes. fortunately my father realized of sounds that my feet made of. he awake, and running as fast as he could bring me  a glass of water to drink and bla bla bla ehe ehe lupa gue bagian yang ini-,-

oke trus hmm besoknya emak gue bawa ke dokter blablabla and you know what! dokternya bilang gue sakit bronkospasme! asma akut gitu deeeh hm gila kaget dan itu belum ada obat yang bisa nyembuhin penyakit itu secara permanen and that's all gue gak bs cerita lebih lanjut krn tbtb gue buru-buru
maaf kawan-kawan tahan air mata kalian dan siap-siap meneteskannya di untittled2 oke? EHEHEHE *ea tapi emg bener wkwk


Lotta love,
ADEL