i coudn't be more happier that this school year is ending
i'm so probably in love the class, i love the students in that class, i almost love all of them
why could this should happen?
udh ah galau bgt deh kalo udh ngomongin xd:( udh syg bgt sm mereka!({})
i really wish that someone would ask me "are you okay?" and i'll gladly say "no! i'm not fine. let's kill people":)
i wish.........
AAAAAAH HAHAHAHAHA GUE KNPPP SIH????
gue lagi pms-_- oke mungkin faktor pms tptptp aaaaaaaaa beteeeeee
it's not fair that i'm thinkin of you and you probably haven't thought of me at all
does it hurt? have you ever fell it? does it seems so pathetic? YES IT IS:)
i just... just.. think.. that it's funny that how one person either can break my day become this worst.
it's just so amazing how a smile can be hide
gue ga perlu deh marah2 gajelas sama lo yakan yakan? hahaha kita udah gede bkn anak smp lagi:)
bukan anak yg smp dikit2 berantem, masalah kecil berantem, cowonya smsan sama cewe laen trus pacarnya ngambek padahal cowonya smsan sm sodaranya, gabales sms bentar ngomeeel~
one thing that you should know, i'm not that kind of that girl who would expect you to care of me. itu hak lo kok, peduli ga peduli ya itu terserah lo
yaudh deh ga mood tibatiba.
bye,
ADEL
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
What a tiring day
halo
jujur ya gue letih bgt ini-_-
sedih kesel pen marah campur aduk T_T
kapan ya org2 pada ngerti kalo gue kesel? atau marah atau pen nangis rasanya gimana ya pengen bgt meluk org ya allah pengen cerita tapi gatau cerita ke siapa T_________T
gue paling gasuka sama yang namanya gasalah apa-apa tapi disalahsalahin, itu fitnah!-_- iya kan?
well what an assholes day, could it be getting worse than this? well, if it yes, then i'm not strong enough.
gue capek ya allah capek, gimana sih capek yang rasanya pengen tidur trus bangun tibatiba dunia cerah mendadak. bisa ga sih? T_T
pada ga ngerti apa ya._. yaampun daritadi nungguin sms trus yg ngesms bkn org yg diharepin:(
gataudeh sedih amat huahahaha yaudah bodo ah ada yg peduli? ga? hm yah sedih dong yaudah deh berenti ngepostingnya
bye,
ADEL
jujur ya gue letih bgt ini-_-
sedih kesel pen marah campur aduk T_T
kapan ya org2 pada ngerti kalo gue kesel? atau marah atau pen nangis rasanya gimana ya pengen bgt meluk org ya allah pengen cerita tapi gatau cerita ke siapa T_________T
gue paling gasuka sama yang namanya gasalah apa-apa tapi disalahsalahin, itu fitnah!-_- iya kan?
well what an assholes day, could it be getting worse than this? well, if it yes, then i'm not strong enough.
gue capek ya allah capek, gimana sih capek yang rasanya pengen tidur trus bangun tibatiba dunia cerah mendadak. bisa ga sih? T_T
pada ga ngerti apa ya._. yaampun daritadi nungguin sms trus yg ngesms bkn org yg diharepin:(
gataudeh sedih amat huahahaha yaudah bodo ah ada yg peduli? ga? hm yah sedih dong yaudah deh berenti ngepostingnya
bye,
ADEL
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Happy Sunday
Halo sekarang hari minggu loh, trus trus trus...
biasanya kan gue kesel gitu kan kalo udah hari minggu ya karena besoknya udah senen gitu trus gue kesel kalo sekolah karena gue males upacara! iya lo gatau kan yang paling gue benci disekolah tuh bukan ulangan tapi.. upacara-_- gatau knp bawaannya kesel bgt, nih kalo ulangan lo tuh gaperlu pegel2 berdiri lamalama mantengin kepalakepala orang sama tiang bendera, berhubung gue pendek jadi ga bakal keliatan deh itu petugas upacaranyaa hahahaha.
jadi gue seneng hari minggu gara2... kamuuuu;;)
nggak. bukan. gue seneng gara2 bsk gue classmeet doaaang ga ada yg namanya belajarrr yeaaay \m/
trus gue seneng deh hari ini tuh.. gatau deh gatau kenapa gue seneng hari ini-_- tp... besok... bsk udh tgl 25
Fyi, lo tau 25 itu angka sial. angka laknat. angka biadab. gatau kenapa gue benci banget tanggal 25-_-
mungkin karena SETIAP putus selalu tgl 25 gatau deh mantan2 gue pada janjian mutusin gue tanggal segitu apa gimana tapi sumpah nih gue inget bgt tanggaal 25 mulu dari jaman t-rex-_- tapi ya gagitu juga tp emg nih tanggal 25 bawaannya sial mulu, kalo lagi pacaran. pasti berantem, apa gak putus. kalo lagi single, pasti duit ilang mulu-_- entah yg ngebetak pada janjian nyolong duit gue tanggal 25 apa gimana gue juga kurang paham
gausah ngomongin tanggal 25 deh semoga aja besok gakaya gitu yaaa. Aminnnn O:)
besok... gue... eh gajadi deh heheeheheheheheheheh
gini gini... hm apa ya masa gue lupa mau ngomong apa-_-
btr mikir
OHYA! nih masa masa gue bingung dah jadi kan ntar ada kaya perpisahan kelas gitu trustrus...
duh gue lupa mau ngomong apa yaudah intinya gue seneng
dadaaaaaaaah. smooch:*
bye,
ADEL
biasanya kan gue kesel gitu kan kalo udah hari minggu ya karena besoknya udah senen gitu trus gue kesel kalo sekolah karena gue males upacara! iya lo gatau kan yang paling gue benci disekolah tuh bukan ulangan tapi.. upacara-_- gatau knp bawaannya kesel bgt, nih kalo ulangan lo tuh gaperlu pegel2 berdiri lamalama mantengin kepalakepala orang sama tiang bendera, berhubung gue pendek jadi ga bakal keliatan deh itu petugas upacaranyaa hahahaha.
jadi gue seneng hari minggu gara2... kamuuuu;;)
nggak. bukan. gue seneng gara2 bsk gue classmeet doaaang ga ada yg namanya belajarrr yeaaay \m/
trus gue seneng deh hari ini tuh.. gatau deh gatau kenapa gue seneng hari ini-_- tp... besok... bsk udh tgl 25
Fyi, lo tau 25 itu angka sial. angka laknat. angka biadab. gatau kenapa gue benci banget tanggal 25-_-
mungkin karena SETIAP putus selalu tgl 25 gatau deh mantan2 gue pada janjian mutusin gue tanggal segitu apa gimana tapi sumpah nih gue inget bgt tanggaal 25 mulu dari jaman t-rex-_- tapi ya gagitu juga tp emg nih tanggal 25 bawaannya sial mulu, kalo lagi pacaran. pasti berantem, apa gak putus. kalo lagi single, pasti duit ilang mulu-_- entah yg ngebetak pada janjian nyolong duit gue tanggal 25 apa gimana gue juga kurang paham
gausah ngomongin tanggal 25 deh semoga aja besok gakaya gitu yaaa. Aminnnn O:)
besok... gue... eh gajadi deh heheeheheheheheheheh
gini gini... hm apa ya masa gue lupa mau ngomong apa-_-
btr mikir
OHYA! nih masa masa gue bingung dah jadi kan ntar ada kaya perpisahan kelas gitu trustrus...
duh gue lupa mau ngomong apa yaudah intinya gue seneng
dadaaaaaaaah. smooch:*
bye,
ADEL
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Wasting, but yes
hm gini.
gue ga galau cuman..
INGET GUE GA GALAU-__________-
ga.
nggak.
ga sama sekali.
oke, mungkin iya. tapi dikit
inget!
dikit-__-
jadi gini.. i ain't let my emotions makes me their bitch, but but.. but hm galau:(
i have to tell him i miss him, but how? gini deh gue... bukan siapa2nya dia hehe hehe-_-
aturan emang dari awal gue biasa aja, tapi hm gmn ya:/ kok jd gini?
kata temen gue
he doesn't respect me and he might be the one who doesn't want me anyway.
honestly, i'm so fcking tired of hopelessness. ya tapi gimana di phpin mulu sih gua hahahaha
ngga, ngga, ngga ada yang namanya php yang ada org yang kegeeran-_- dia ga php guenya aja yg kegeeran huahaha
hm tp kgn-_- yissmou, gmn ya pernaah gasihkgn sm org tp gabisa ngapa2in? ntar gue sms dia keganggu, ntar gue sms dia gabales yasama aja kan hafthaft buttttt all i wanna do just texting you and say "hows your day?" "i miss you" tapi ya gmn dong bete juga kalo tbtb dia cmn bales "biasa aja" atau yg paling parah... gadibales T_T
i supposed to know that we're not going to be more than friends, i supposed to faced it:')
but.. i... i... just can't
and would you just tell me how the fuck the easiest way just to forgot someone? could you just tell me how?
cause i need to do that:)
gimana ya. awalnya biasa aja tp kok makin kesini makin aneh?:/ sedih emg cmn gmn ya gaberani ngapa2in mending gue diem aja, yakan yakan? jadi gini, ngarep tuh sebenernya gpp asal jgn berlebihan
galau juga gpp asal jgn sampe ada yang netes..........
yaudahdeh off aja, gabakal liat hp, gabakal buka twitter dulu, gabakal ol fb :l hm
bye,
ADEL
gue ga galau cuman..
INGET GUE GA GALAU-__________-
ga.
nggak.
ga sama sekali.
oke, mungkin iya. tapi dikit
inget!
dikit-__-
jadi gini.. i ain't let my emotions makes me their bitch, but but.. but hm galau:(
i have to tell him i miss him, but how? gini deh gue... bukan siapa2nya dia hehe hehe-_-
aturan emang dari awal gue biasa aja, tapi hm gmn ya:/ kok jd gini?
kata temen gue
"Susah emang kalo udah kecantol sama orang. Udah kayak nasi pake kuah sop bakal susah misahinnya"iya! bener banget! walaupun emg gue bukan nasi dan dia bukan kuah sop. tapi gue akuin emg susah misahinnya-_-
he doesn't respect me and he might be the one who doesn't want me anyway.
honestly, i'm so fcking tired of hopelessness. ya tapi gimana di phpin mulu sih gua hahahaha
ngga, ngga, ngga ada yang namanya php yang ada org yang kegeeran-_- dia ga php guenya aja yg kegeeran huahaha
hm tp kgn-_- yissmou, gmn ya pernaah gasihkgn sm org tp gabisa ngapa2in? ntar gue sms dia keganggu, ntar gue sms dia gabales yasama aja kan hafthaft buttttt all i wanna do just texting you and say "hows your day?" "i miss you" tapi ya gmn dong bete juga kalo tbtb dia cmn bales "biasa aja" atau yg paling parah... gadibales T_T
i supposed to know that we're not going to be more than friends, i supposed to faced it:')
but.. i... i... just can't
and would you just tell me how the fuck the easiest way just to forgot someone? could you just tell me how?
cause i need to do that:)
gimana ya. awalnya biasa aja tp kok makin kesini makin aneh?:/ sedih emg cmn gmn ya gaberani ngapa2in mending gue diem aja, yakan yakan? jadi gini, ngarep tuh sebenernya gpp asal jgn berlebihan
galau juga gpp asal jgn sampe ada yang netes..........
yaudahdeh off aja, gabakal liat hp, gabakal buka twitter dulu, gabakal ol fb :l hm
bye,
ADEL
Friday, June 22, 2012
Happy holiday pals!
Hey ho! gue udah libuuuuur doooooong
oke sebenernya belum soalnya senen msh classmeet trus ntar kamis baru terima rapot tp yaudah anggap saja libur. ulang ulang...
gue udah libuuuuuur doooooonnngg yeaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy ahahahahahahaa seneeeeng dewh~
nih ya gue berdoa semogaaa.. masuk IPA aminn ya Allah bisa menjadi anak yang soleh beriman tawakal maradah rajing menabung dan tidak sombong ya Allah
ohiya bagi yang baca gue ingetin ya gue ga perlu make #deardiary atau #curhatanadel
karena emang ini diary gue huehehe
eh tau ga/ gue udah cerita belum kalo gue jatoh? belom ya? yaudah mari kita ceritakan
begini ceritanya...
gimana ya duh malu gue HAHAHAHA
oke gini...
jadi kan gue itu abis pulang dari es pocong tuh yang dimargonda abis makan es ceritanya kan panas bgt tuh hari itu dan gue lagi seret-seret pen minum es gimana gitu kan nah trus abis dari situ gue pulang, buru-buru pulang karena 54 menit lagi telor gue netas. Fyi, gue lagi suka maen hatclings yang di fb telor2 gitudah kece bgt-_-, trus lari-lari nyari angkot d11 tuh kan pas udah dapet gue naek nah dalem angkotnya gue gausah ceritanya gapenting sumpah. trus udah nih nyampe kan depan komplek gue.
G : nih bang *ngasih duit*
Abang angkot : *diem*
G : *lari gara2 mikirin telor*
dan pas lari gue ga liat ke kiri gue liat ke kanan doang nah berhasillah si angkot d11 dari arah kiri nyerempet gue, dan alhasil........ gue berasa terbang, gue berhasil dijorokin sama angkot d11 ke semak-semak depan komplek gue:):) dan alhasil gue mendarat dengan posisi muka nyium rumput sambil nungging
G : *ketawa ngakak dalam hati sambil ngomong anjing malu abis malu abis malu abis*
Satpam : hahahahaha...gpp neng? hahahaha....makanya....hahahaha.....hatihati.....hahahhahaha
G : *muka masih nyium rumput* *pelanpelan ngeluarin kepala* oh hehe gpp pak
S : Sakit ga neng? mau bapak anterin ke rumah? hahahahaha (anjir masih sempet2nya ketawa)-___-
G : OH! NGGA KOK PAK NGGA SAKIT:):):):):) *senyum senyum tp dalam hati merongos*
S : Hatihati neng makanya
G : iya pak *langsung lari sambil pincang2 kerumah*
dan....... gue sanpe rumah pun masih ngdumel setelah gue pikir2..... semua ini salah telur biadab:)
dan asal lo tau pas gue buka telor gue........anaknya yang lahir ternyata cacat hahahahahhahaha udah capek2 buru2 sampet nyungsep dulu tautaunya pas buka anaknya cacat?! hahahahahahahaah LUCU BANGET KAN? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA sumpah hari itu juga, detik itu, pas gue lagi merhatiin anak yang keluar dari telor itu, gue nangis, nangis. yap, nangis. aneh memang:)
sudah ah sebenernya itu aib cuman ya gpplah ya hahaha oke jadi giniginiginiiii
hm gue ngantuk nih nungguin sms hahaha yasudah tidur dulu yap
Bye,
ADEL
oke sebenernya belum soalnya senen msh classmeet trus ntar kamis baru terima rapot tp yaudah anggap saja libur. ulang ulang...
gue udah libuuuuuur doooooonnngg yeaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy ahahahahahahaa seneeeeng dewh~
nih ya gue berdoa semogaaa.. masuk IPA aminn ya Allah bisa menjadi anak yang soleh beriman tawakal maradah rajing menabung dan tidak sombong ya Allah
ohiya bagi yang baca gue ingetin ya gue ga perlu make #deardiary atau #curhatanadel
karena emang ini diary gue huehehe
eh tau ga/ gue udah cerita belum kalo gue jatoh? belom ya? yaudah mari kita ceritakan
begini ceritanya...
gimana ya duh malu gue HAHAHAHA
oke gini...
jadi kan gue itu abis pulang dari es pocong tuh yang dimargonda abis makan es ceritanya kan panas bgt tuh hari itu dan gue lagi seret-seret pen minum es gimana gitu kan nah trus abis dari situ gue pulang, buru-buru pulang karena 54 menit lagi telor gue netas. Fyi, gue lagi suka maen hatclings yang di fb telor2 gitudah kece bgt-_-, trus lari-lari nyari angkot d11 tuh kan pas udah dapet gue naek nah dalem angkotnya gue gausah ceritanya gapenting sumpah. trus udah nih nyampe kan depan komplek gue.
G : nih bang *ngasih duit*
Abang angkot : *diem*
G : *lari gara2 mikirin telor*
dan pas lari gue ga liat ke kiri gue liat ke kanan doang nah berhasillah si angkot d11 dari arah kiri nyerempet gue, dan alhasil........ gue berasa terbang, gue berhasil dijorokin sama angkot d11 ke semak-semak depan komplek gue:):) dan alhasil gue mendarat dengan posisi muka nyium rumput sambil nungging
G : *ketawa ngakak dalam hati sambil ngomong anjing malu abis malu abis malu abis*
Satpam : hahahahaha...gpp neng? hahahaha....makanya....hahahaha.....hatihati.....hahahhahaha
G : *muka masih nyium rumput* *pelanpelan ngeluarin kepala* oh hehe gpp pak
S : Sakit ga neng? mau bapak anterin ke rumah? hahahahaha (anjir masih sempet2nya ketawa)-___-
G : OH! NGGA KOK PAK NGGA SAKIT:):):):):) *senyum senyum tp dalam hati merongos*
S : Hatihati neng makanya
G : iya pak *langsung lari sambil pincang2 kerumah*
dan....... gue sanpe rumah pun masih ngdumel setelah gue pikir2..... semua ini salah telur biadab:)
dan asal lo tau pas gue buka telor gue........anaknya yang lahir ternyata cacat hahahahahhahaha udah capek2 buru2 sampet nyungsep dulu tautaunya pas buka anaknya cacat?! hahahahahahahaah LUCU BANGET KAN? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA sumpah hari itu juga, detik itu, pas gue lagi merhatiin anak yang keluar dari telor itu, gue nangis, nangis. yap, nangis. aneh memang:)
sudah ah sebenernya itu aib cuman ya gpplah ya hahaha oke jadi giniginiginiiii
hm gue ngantuk nih nungguin sms hahaha yasudah tidur dulu yap
Bye,
ADEL
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Broken a-r-row
halo
halo juga
oke
gini
gue pernah baca quotes gini :
hm btwbtw i've a god news!
demi Allah swt deh baru kali ini gue ulangan akhir remed cuman 2 ya allah. 2. Dua. Two. DUA. gue ulang ya biar lebih dramatis. DUAAAA WOY DUAAAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
sumpah gue seneng bgt-_- remember? last time i had a final exam gue remed lebih banyak drpd yg ga remed-_- dr 15 mata pelajaran aja dulu gue remed 9. sembilan. sem-bi-lan. seem that stupid right? emg kok fufuf :3
gatau deh yg jelas sekarang gue lagi seneng banget wuahahaha bawaannya pen ketawa mele
nggasih sebenernya ga seneng2 banget, ada sesuatu yg ngeganjel gimanaaa gitcu~
nih do you ever get that feeling that you were meant for something... extraordinary? i did.
gue ngerasa gimana ya, aneh. Kaya gimana ya gue sebenernya agak jijik ngomongin beginian soalnya ga bakal jauh-jauh dari galau hahaha yatapi gimana ya gue curhatnya disini doang-_-
daripada di twitter, dibilang bacot.
di facebook, duh nyampah bgt
di friendster, lupa passwordnya sih
di formspring, mau curhat apa mau nanya-_-
di tumblr, duh males gewla
yaudah disini aja i don't expect you to read it juga kok
jadi gini, here's the story begin. agak panjang jadi sebelum lo baca yg dibawahbawahnya mending gausah deh, close tab aja:)
gue kenal cowok. awalnya dia ke sekolah gue, gue liat dia. Dia padus, lucu memang tapi dia unik, dia beda sama yg lain, mukanya polos, dia tinggi, dan gue gak terlalu peduli-_-
beberapa hari kemudian, kebetulan gue nonton basket di ypr dan gue liat dia, dan........... gatau gue agak nggak kenal, dia beda masa-_- hmm mungkin dia sedang berevolusi waktu itu, atau mungkin waktu itu dia sedang mengenakan kostum power ranger biru:)
dan hari itupun gue gak terlalu peduli
sampai beberapa hari kemudian.... temen gue sebut saja namanya toni dia ngomong gini "del lu waktu itu ke ypr?" "iya" "demi apa? boong lu" "allah, mangapa?" "lu liatin temen gue ya waktu itu" "ha?-_- siapa dah?" "anak ** katanya dia lo ngeliatin dia mulu" "hm iyakali" dan pokoknya sejak itu gue kepo tentang si 'dia' gue nanya2 mulu tuh kan ke toni wkwkwk sampai suatu hari toni ngomong gini..
"del jangan kaget tapinya ya" "iya" "jabatan dulu deh sama gue biar deal jangan marah ya?" "iya , apaansih?" "'dia' jadian" "DEMI APA LO TON?" "Allah" *jederrrrr* ceritanya ada guntur tiba-tiba trus ceritanya gue pingsan saking shocknya sayangnya itu cuman 'ceritanya' kenyataannya.......
"HAHAHAHA TAI LO TON PHP BANGET! YAUDAH BILANG CONGRATS YAA SAMA DIA BILANG DARI GUE" mau tau knp gue capslock semua? karena emang gue ngomongnya dengan semangat yang bergelora sambil teriak2, abis itu gue langsung lari kebawah sambil ngomong dalam hati "anjing anjing tai yaaah bete gue bete banget yailah yaaah" itu doang kalimat yang gue ulang-ulang dari gue turun ke kamar mandi sampe naik lagi ke kelas-_-
hari demi hari berlalu eaaa~ sampai suatu hari toni cerita ke gue kalo si cewenya 'dia' ini cuek banget trs ya gitu kasian intinya pas toni cerita kaya gitu, gue bertekad. i would treat you better than her if i was yours.
hari demi hari berlalu (lagi) dan... toni bilang "del dia putus" gue gapeduli, sumpah gue ga peduli. gue kira dia bercanda. gue diem, trus toni ngulang lagi "del putus del" gue diem, mikir, "anjing boong banget toni belum juga sebulan masa udah putus aja" dan akhirnya gue ngomong "boong lu" trus tonin nunjukin smsnya trustrus karena gue emang kepo gue ngestalk'twitter' si dia ini dan dan..... statusnya galau broh HAHAHAAHA gue nyerah, pas liat dia galau, gue nyerah, hmm at least mereka kan putus terpaksa org kayanya si 'dia' ini masih sayang banget sama mantannya, gue nyoba buat bodo amat tuh, trus gatau kenapa.......gue........tiba........tiba..........ketemu..........dia O_O
gue shock
dia shock (mugkin)
gue kenalan sama dia
gue nervous
gue senyum2 gajetot
gue tibatiba berubah jadi cewek centil
gue tibatiba lenjeh
dan buru2 gue pergi dari tempat itu
dan gue................degdegan-__________________________________-
untung pertama kali setelah berabadabad gue ga ngerasain deg-degan-_- aneh emang cuman ya gmn ya emg gitu. gue bukan filsafah yang bisa mendrepsikan perasaan, gue cuman seorang..........adel........yang mungkin sedang berbungabunga HAHAHAHAAH udah ah jijik gue-___-
udah ya besok gue masuk pagi, dadaaaah
nite there:$;;)
ADEL
halo juga
oke
gini
gue pernah baca quotes gini :
"Cause one day there's someone who'll make your heartache in a good way"iya. dan sebenernya. gue nunggu 'someone' itu loh, gatau sampe kapan eaa yg jelas gue nunggu.
hm btwbtw i've a god news!
demi Allah swt deh baru kali ini gue ulangan akhir remed cuman 2 ya allah. 2. Dua. Two. DUA. gue ulang ya biar lebih dramatis. DUAAAA WOY DUAAAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
sumpah gue seneng bgt-_- remember? last time i had a final exam gue remed lebih banyak drpd yg ga remed-_- dr 15 mata pelajaran aja dulu gue remed 9. sembilan. sem-bi-lan. seem that stupid right? emg kok fufuf :3
gatau deh yg jelas sekarang gue lagi seneng banget wuahahaha bawaannya pen ketawa mele
nggasih sebenernya ga seneng2 banget, ada sesuatu yg ngeganjel gimanaaa gitcu~
nih do you ever get that feeling that you were meant for something... extraordinary? i did.
gue ngerasa gimana ya, aneh. Kaya gimana ya gue sebenernya agak jijik ngomongin beginian soalnya ga bakal jauh-jauh dari galau hahaha yatapi gimana ya gue curhatnya disini doang-_-
daripada di twitter, dibilang bacot.
di facebook, duh nyampah bgt
di friendster, lupa passwordnya sih
di formspring, mau curhat apa mau nanya-_-
di tumblr, duh males gewla
yaudah disini aja i don't expect you to read it juga kok
jadi gini, here's the story begin. agak panjang jadi sebelum lo baca yg dibawahbawahnya mending gausah deh, close tab aja:)
gue kenal cowok. awalnya dia ke sekolah gue, gue liat dia. Dia padus, lucu memang tapi dia unik, dia beda sama yg lain, mukanya polos, dia tinggi, dan gue gak terlalu peduli-_-
beberapa hari kemudian, kebetulan gue nonton basket di ypr dan gue liat dia, dan........... gatau gue agak nggak kenal, dia beda masa-_- hmm mungkin dia sedang berevolusi waktu itu, atau mungkin waktu itu dia sedang mengenakan kostum power ranger biru:)
dan hari itupun gue gak terlalu peduli
sampai beberapa hari kemudian.... temen gue sebut saja namanya toni dia ngomong gini "del lu waktu itu ke ypr?" "iya" "demi apa? boong lu" "allah, mangapa?" "lu liatin temen gue ya waktu itu" "ha?-_- siapa dah?" "anak ** katanya dia lo ngeliatin dia mulu" "hm iyakali" dan pokoknya sejak itu gue kepo tentang si 'dia' gue nanya2 mulu tuh kan ke toni wkwkwk sampai suatu hari toni ngomong gini..
"del jangan kaget tapinya ya" "iya" "jabatan dulu deh sama gue biar deal jangan marah ya?" "iya , apaansih?" "'dia' jadian" "DEMI APA LO TON?" "Allah" *jederrrrr* ceritanya ada guntur tiba-tiba trus ceritanya gue pingsan saking shocknya sayangnya itu cuman 'ceritanya' kenyataannya.......
"HAHAHAHA TAI LO TON PHP BANGET! YAUDAH BILANG CONGRATS YAA SAMA DIA BILANG DARI GUE" mau tau knp gue capslock semua? karena emang gue ngomongnya dengan semangat yang bergelora sambil teriak2, abis itu gue langsung lari kebawah sambil ngomong dalam hati "anjing anjing tai yaaah bete gue bete banget yailah yaaah" itu doang kalimat yang gue ulang-ulang dari gue turun ke kamar mandi sampe naik lagi ke kelas-_-
hari demi hari berlalu eaaa~ sampai suatu hari toni cerita ke gue kalo si cewenya 'dia' ini cuek banget trs ya gitu kasian intinya pas toni cerita kaya gitu, gue bertekad. i would treat you better than her if i was yours.
hari demi hari berlalu (lagi) dan... toni bilang "del dia putus" gue gapeduli, sumpah gue ga peduli. gue kira dia bercanda. gue diem, trus toni ngulang lagi "del putus del" gue diem, mikir, "anjing boong banget toni belum juga sebulan masa udah putus aja" dan akhirnya gue ngomong "boong lu" trus tonin nunjukin smsnya trustrus karena gue emang kepo gue ngestalk'twitter' si dia ini dan dan..... statusnya galau broh HAHAHAAHA gue nyerah, pas liat dia galau, gue nyerah, hmm at least mereka kan putus terpaksa org kayanya si 'dia' ini masih sayang banget sama mantannya, gue nyoba buat bodo amat tuh, trus gatau kenapa.......gue........tiba........tiba..........ketemu..........dia O_O
gue shock
dia shock (mugkin)
gue kenalan sama dia
gue nervous
gue senyum2 gajetot
gue tibatiba berubah jadi cewek centil
gue tibatiba lenjeh
dan buru2 gue pergi dari tempat itu
dan gue................degdegan-__________________________________-
untung pertama kali setelah berabadabad gue ga ngerasain deg-degan-_- aneh emang cuman ya gmn ya emg gitu. gue bukan filsafah yang bisa mendrepsikan perasaan, gue cuman seorang..........adel........yang mungkin sedang berbungabunga HAHAHAHAAH udah ah jijik gue-___-
udah ya besok gue masuk pagi, dadaaaah
nite there:$;;)
ADEL
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Bete
Fuck you, I've already move on.
bener-bener move on
serah lo ya mau pacaran sm siapa mau ngalusin siapa, that's your life, you enjoy it by urself!
you broke my heart for the last time with those unimportant word. Totally disappointed words
i'm so done with all these shits. i'm not going to give a fuck anymore
Gue. Asli. Shock. Banget pas tau lo ngomong "...paling dia yang kesenengan foto sama gue" sama "alah paling dia yang ganti avanya sama gue" dafuqqqq who the fuck do you think you are?
aaaaaaaa u're such an assholeeeee!
i'm not going to blame myself anymore because i lost you and i might be very grateful now cause i've seen the worst of you, and yet i .. i.. i just glad to know it now than then
oh ya one more thing! I'm SO INTEREST TO YOUR NEW ONE and yet i would congratulating you and i'm sooo happy for you. dear, old-friend.
i'm hoping the best for both of you, guuuyys! HA
emotionally happy,
ADEL
bener-bener move on
serah lo ya mau pacaran sm siapa mau ngalusin siapa, that's your life, you enjoy it by urself!
you broke my heart for the last time with those unimportant word. Totally disappointed words
i'm so done with all these shits. i'm not going to give a fuck anymore
Gue. Asli. Shock. Banget pas tau lo ngomong "...paling dia yang kesenengan foto sama gue" sama "alah paling dia yang ganti avanya sama gue" dafuqqqq who the fuck do you think you are?
aaaaaaaa u're such an assholeeeee!
i'm not going to blame myself anymore because i lost you and i might be very grateful now cause i've seen the worst of you, and yet i .. i.. i just glad to know it now than then
oh ya one more thing! I'm SO INTEREST TO YOUR NEW ONE and yet i would congratulating you and i'm sooo happy for you. dear, old-friend.
i'm hoping the best for both of you, guuuyys! HA
emotionally happy,
ADEL
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
perfection of prospective
Halo, besok gue uas loh dan sempet2nya gue ngeposting ya hehehehehe-_-
oke lanjut ke tema
perfection of prospective.
he's adorable.
he's gorgeous
he's pretty handsome.
he's wonderful
he's amazing.
he's talented.
he's cloudless.
he's fckn smart
he's attractive.
he's funny.
he's tall
he's cute with that baby brown eyes
he's heroic with his big stong calf.
he's visible just the way he is.
he's him
and he's taken
his heart already taken.
i couldn't tell his name, i don't have to do that. if i tell his name, would he just go back on me? running around this town just got to see me? i bet he didn't. so just a little useless to do that, right?
all i want to say is... goodluck with your new one. gue seneng kalo lo seneng, gue gabakal galauin lo lagi kalo itu cuman ngeganggu lo doang, dan gue... will perfectly pretending that's gonna be okay at the end, trust me
so, just hm good luck then :) good luck with your new joyful grade
ohya one thing. gonna miss you too much :)
bye,
Adel
oke lanjut ke tema
perfection of prospective.
he's adorable.
he's gorgeous
he's pretty handsome.
he's wonderful
he's amazing.
he's talented.
he's cloudless.
he's fckn smart
he's attractive.
he's funny.
he's tall
he's cute with that baby brown eyes
he's heroic with his big stong calf.
he's visible just the way he is.
he's him
and he's taken
his heart already taken.
i couldn't tell his name, i don't have to do that. if i tell his name, would he just go back on me? running around this town just got to see me? i bet he didn't. so just a little useless to do that, right?
all i want to say is... goodluck with your new one. gue seneng kalo lo seneng, gue gabakal galauin lo lagi kalo itu cuman ngeganggu lo doang, dan gue... will perfectly pretending that's gonna be okay at the end, trust me
so, just hm good luck then :) good luck with your new joyful grade
ohya one thing. gonna miss you too much :)
bye,
Adel
Payphone
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember
The people we used to be
It’s even harder to picture
That you’re not here next to me
You say it’s too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can’t expect me to be fine
I don’t expect you to care
I know I’ve said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…
[Wiz Khalifa]
Man work that shit
I’ll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn’t you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I’m stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don’t need my name on my show
You can tell it I’m ballin’
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could’ve saw
But sad to say it’s over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of shit with you
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone
dkw, i've been too in love with this song<3
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember
The people we used to be
It’s even harder to picture
That you’re not here next to me
You say it’s too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can’t expect me to be fine
I don’t expect you to care
I know I’ve said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…
[Wiz Khalifa]
Man work that shit
I’ll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn’t you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I’m stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don’t need my name on my show
You can tell it I’m ballin’
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could’ve saw
But sad to say it’s over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of shit with you
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone
dkw, i've been too in love with this song<3
Friday, June 8, 2012
If waiting means 'gonna having you'
Lo semua tau kan kalo nunggu itu nggak enak. gak ada orang yang bilang nunggu itu enak, oke, mungkin ada. gue juga nggak tau dan gak butuh untuk tau. Tapi sejauh ini, hampir 99% bilang nunggu itu nggak enak
ngomong2 soal nunggu..
tapi... kalo emang orang yang lo tungguin itu worth it untuk ditungguin. why not?
saat lo tau org yg lo tungguin, sebut saja dia 'x' saat lo tau x suka sama orang lain yang jauh lebih cantik, lebih pinter, lebih baik, (mungkin) lebih bisa jaga perasaannya x, dan lebih2 lainnya, lo pun masih tetep nungguin x
dan lebih nyeseknya si x sekelas sama perempuan itu.
perempuan yang udah ngambil hati x. Dia baik, dia cantik, dia pinter, cocok sama x. Terkadang, gue sendiri ngerasa minder kalo ketemu dia, gue malu. Tapi, ya mau gimana lagi kan?
cuman satu yang bisa gue lakuin. Yap, nunggu
Apa lagi yang bisa gue lakuin selain nunggu? masa iya gue maksa x buat suka sama gue? Big-haha!
dan satu hal yang gue harus lakuin, hmm positive thinking
gue punya temen namanya Angga dia bilang sama gue "takdir itu tergantung sama pikiran, tergantung otak. apa yang sering lo pikirin kalo itu belum terjadi itu bakalan jadi takdir lo" pas dia ngomong gitu. gue mikir. bener juga, gue terlalu sering mikir si x punya gebetan, dan at the end dia beneran kan punya gebetan hahaha
gaboleh nyesel, gaboleh marah, gaboleh kesel, yaaaa gue sih cumans sedih aja hehe tapi kan, hm gimana ya :/
But, please, don't ever change for any body. pretty please....
Lo boleh deket sama siapa aja yang lo mau, tapi plissssssbangetbangetbanget, jgn berubah, tetep jadi lo yg dulu, jadi x yang dulu. my gorgeous little plankton :)
okay, satu lagi
dear x, you should know that your words actually hurts and honestly, my heart isn't strong enough for this and i don't think you know how hard this is. I've tried to stop thinking but it doesn't work, nobody understands how much shit i put under, i'm so easily replaced. Sometimes, i think that i just have to smile and say i'm fine, nobody really cares anyways. Ohya! I don't know what my future holds but i'm hoping you're in it. I promise not to go away if you promise to stay.
intinya gue bakal nunggu sampai gue sadar kalau gue nggak seharusnya nunggu dan mungkin sampe sekarang gue emang belom sadar.:)
Everyone deserves their second chance, right? I don't want us to be strangers again :(
"I will never let you fall, i'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven"
Bye
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