Wasting, but yes

hm gini.
gue ga galau cuman..
INGET GUE GA GALAU-__________-
ga.
nggak.
ga sama sekali.
oke, mungkin iya. tapi dikit
inget!
dikit-__-
jadi gini.. i ain't let my emotions makes me their bitch, but but.. but hm galau:(
i have to tell him i miss him, but how? gini deh gue... bukan siapa2nya dia hehe hehe-_-
aturan emang dari awal gue biasa aja, tapi hm gmn ya:/ kok jd gini?
kata temen gue

"Susah emang kalo udah kecantol sama orang. Udah kayak nasi pake kuah sop bakal susah misahinnya"

iya! bener banget! walaupun emg gue bukan nasi dan dia bukan kuah sop. tapi gue akuin emg susah misahinnya-_-
he doesn't respect me and he might be the one who doesn't want me anyway.
honestly, i'm so fcking tired of hopelessness. ya tapi gimana di phpin mulu sih gua hahahaha
ngga, ngga, ngga ada yang namanya php yang ada org yang kegeeran-_- dia ga php guenya aja yg kegeeran huahaha
hm tp kgn-_- yissmou, gmn ya pernaah gasihkgn sm org tp gabisa ngapa2in? ntar gue sms dia keganggu, ntar gue sms dia gabales yasama aja kan hafthaft buttttt all i wanna do just texting you and say "hows your day?" "i miss you" tapi ya gmn dong bete juga kalo tbtb dia cmn bales "biasa aja" atau yg paling parah... gadibales T_T
i supposed to know that we're not going to be more than friends, i supposed to faced it:')
but.. i... i... just can't
and would you just tell me how the fuck the easiest way just to forgot someone? could you just tell me how?
cause i need to do that:)
gimana ya. awalnya biasa aja tp kok makin kesini makin aneh?:/ sedih emg cmn gmn ya gaberani ngapa2in mending gue diem aja, yakan yakan? jadi gini, ngarep tuh sebenernya gpp asal jgn berlebihan
galau juga gpp asal jgn sampe ada yang netes..........
yaudahdeh off aja, gabakal liat hp, gabakal buka twitter dulu, gabakal ol fb :l hm
bye,

ADEL