best thing i've ever had

Halo
good evening!

mau nyeritain doi doang kok, mau nyeritain btp senengnya gue sm doi wakakak
masih gamau nyebutin merk yah gue;p

kalo kata blg siiiih

"I'll be your shelter. I'll be your storm. I'll make you shiver. I'll keep you warm. Whatever weather, baby i'm yours. Be your forever, be your fling. Baby, i will be your everything"

 dia sering banget nanya "kok lo mausih del sama gue?"
yang tanpa dia tau... all about him is always seems perfect even with his flaws
i'll take him as what he's now not what he was. Gapeduli gmn dia dulu, yang penting kan skrg, ya kan?

you just can't imagine how much i love you, ja.
gue gapeduli lo mau percaya apa gak, but this is how i feel right now.
i'll try to treat you right
since you wake up till i kiss you goodnite;)

kalo kata ran....

"Nothing is impossible as long as we hold on. We'll be unbreakable"

he doesn't have to try anything just to make my day, i just need those half smile with those red lips.
that's more than enough.
he doesn't have to pull any power just to protect me, i just need him by my side, i feel..... ah! complete.
he doesn't have to pay any clowns just to make laugh, i just need those silly face he'd to shown.
he doesn't have to buy a thousand flowers just to show me he loves me, i just need those warm hug to believe he's all mine and ja.. i'm always yours.

sebelumnya emg nothing-last-forever.
tp dia bikin gue yakin there's 'nothing-last-forever'
yaaa even he haven't prove it yet, but i know we will prove it.

thank you for all this whole time that you spent with me, i love it.
i love you and i don't know how word 'love' could be describe with those million romantic words.
i'm suck with love notes, but i love you. And yes, more-than-anything.

ADEL

Unwanted

to the point aja.
everyone's hated being unwanted.
ini semua bukan tentang ke-eksisan, bukan tentang siapa yang berkuasa, ini semua tentang..
siapa yang mau diakui kalo dia tuh ada.

lo gatau segimana kasiannya dia:"
bukannya ga ada yang pengen dia ada, but this all about destiny
he was the strongest person i've ever known
he was the lovely thing that always be loved by me
lo semua gapernah tau.. how hard he tried to suffering kan?
dia berjuang, and disappear just because.. 'those cycling accident'
my innocent lovely brother.
gue sayang sama dia
sayang banget
if only i could see his face first
he would be very gorgeous
pasti matanya besar, kaya gue

lo semua gapernah tau segimana pengennya gue punya kaka sekarang.
lo gatau gue gapernah mau jadi anak paling tua
gue terlalu bocah haha iya..........bocah

gue selalu pengen bisa punya curhat sm sodara gue
tapi gue... gabisa
haha
gue gangeluh kok. cuman.... sedih aja

i hate them
so much.

bye,
ADEL

those who called 'painkiller'

hai,
do you believe in magic? I did.
dari awal ga ada yang nyangka tentang apa-apa aja yang terjadi sekarang, yakan?
Apa lo pernah ngerencanain bener-bener apa yang bakal terjadi sama lo hari ini?
yakin bisa mastiin itu bakal terjadi?

misalkan hari ini dompet lo ilang, apa lo pernah tau itu bakal kejadian?
sama.. kaya jadian, ga ada yang pernah tau.
putus juga gitu.
Intinya semua kadang emang diluar sepengetahuan kita
and... some secrets are better left untold.

Pisil udah gabisa nemenin gue lagi, dia sakit. belom gue bawa ke dokter
ntar aja deh benerinnya, lagi males maenin pisil juga.
Bingung sebenernya gue pagi-pagi mau ngapain.
Bingung.
Gue laper.

Ehiya masa ya gue ngidam banget sop duren anjaay wakakak
dari kemaren pengen bgttt tp ga sempet-sempet
ntar deh ya kapan-kapan.
apalagi yang pake ketan tuh:9:9:9:9:9:9
HUFTT

gue sering bgt ngerasa, kenapa.............. kucing sama anjing musuhan?-_-
kenapa kucing demen bgt ngisengin tikus?
emang mereka punya dendam nenek moyang tersendiri? harusnya dunia tuh damai tau
kalo hewannya aja begitu gimana manusianya mau damai, ya gak? ya kan?-_-
padahal mereka itu binatang-binatang lucu, mereka ga seharusnya berantem.
kecuali tikus sama kecoa. Mereka termasuk binatang yang harus dimusnahkan
ha-rus
mereka membawa bencana di rumah gua
di dunia.
mereka itu hewan laknat:):):):):)
heh udah yak maap gajelas-_- maklum masih pagi wahahaha
suara gue abis bgt nih gabisa bersuara sama sekali
jadi cowo bangeetttt

udah ya, goodmorning saturday.
goodmorning, ja

ADEL

Ignored

Hai
Almost done with uas.
capek deh gue nginget-nginget nilai uas, udah gatau lagi deh. Pasrah
Alhamdulillah baru remed 1 o:) alhamdulillah....banget
Thank God.

Udah hmmm jadi gini
gue bingung mulai darimana, i just hate being replaced
ga ada yang suka and so do i
gue ngerasa kaya gitu tapi, entah perasaan doang apa gimana.
i just couldn't describe it.

Everyone have their own option and i've already choose my best choice
the best choice never been that easy. i know
saaaat udh milih yang menurut lo tepat yang laen ngejauh.
Jujur, i do not like this situation
dimana orang-orang ngejauh tanpa alesan
oke gue lebay. banget emang wkwk tapi... HAHHH gimana jelasinnya yak

i don't expect them to care, they life in their own way. Cuman hey... i does exist
hmm gini gini
gue minta maaf kalo gue ada salah ke siapapun itu. Si-a-pa-pun. Kenal ga kenal, sengaja ga sengaja, gue niatin apa gak, intinya gue minta maaf.
gue emang ga seharusnya mikir gini hm tapi gue kepikiran. Gue curhat kemana? yaudah disini aja senggaknya abis gue ngomng gini, gue lega.

gue jadi inget kata-katanya fasha
"Eh bentar lagi kan kiamat, ga pada tobat lo?"

gue belom tobat, semoga Allah sayang sama gue.
sayang sama mama sama papa, soalnya gue sayang sama mereka</3

i'll try not to care, but if it didn't work. Then, i'm done. I'll be fine with or without them

trus td kata fasha "del tumben lo udah ga sering btkdrh?"
gue diem gue sok sok asik wkwwk gue bilang "iya gara-gara dia nih" *nunjuk ncek
dalem hati "cuman dia sha yg bikin gue kuat skrg, cuman dia" easik wakakakak
senggaknya tanpa perlu cerita ngobrol sm dia aja beban gue kurang kok
Makasih, thankyou for being a part of my life right now even someday you have to left. I'm so grateful to have you right now

gue sadar banyak yang peduli sama gue, banyak yang sayang.
gaperlu nuntut orang laen yang gapeduli untuk harus peduli, kalo udah ada yang peduli kenapa harus nyari yang laen?
Belajar untuk gabanyak ngeluh:-)

Nobody want to hear this, but sometimes when you wish you would have him forever it's the time when you have to let him go, sometimes someone you want the most is someone you'll best without, sometimes you will feel that lost when everything's around you disappear. You wouldn't realized it but time's change, time's make you grow up.

Ada saatnya orang-orang belajar dewasa, ada saatnya orang-orang harus ngertiin perasaan orang lain.
udah gue cuman pengen ngomong itu.
urusan lo pada ngerti apa gak ya gatau deh ya
..............pentiuuuummmm siiiiihhh otaknye ;p wkwkwk maap yak

udh kalo kata mayday parade sih........

"don't cry, i know you're trying you hardest and the hardest part is letting go"

jadi pada sabar yaa. Semua indah pada waktunya:')

Gnite,
ADEL 

 

Last but not least

Hai!
udah lama ga ngeposting yah gue?
Jujur sebulan ini gue punya kebahagiaan baru
i hope he's the one... the one who will never hang around with another girls like the other
Dia beda.

Gue syg sm dia, banget.
like a guardian angel, he always try to protect me however the situation is
i've been searching for the right one for this whole time but now i found it.
I-found-you<3

dia udah bikin harihari gue berwarna eaaa~ etp serius-_-
gimana ya susah di deskripsikan dengan kata-kata
gue gamaulebay
tapi ini yang gue rasain
orang yang dulu gue bilang "anjir pangeran gue lewat" sekarang bener-bener jadi pangeran gue

semacam, mimpi jadi putri salju. yang dulu gue bilang gamunkinlah sekarang gue akuin ga ada yang ga mungkin
kucing bertelor aja mungkinmungkin aja
katak berenang juga mungkin......
hm btw.... katak emang berenang-_-

semoga he's gonna be a part of my future, Amin.
gamau banyak ngarepin apa-apa, cukup dia yang sekarang aja gue udah beryukur banget.
masalah pasti ada... PASTI
but we're gonna through it all, together. I promise, together:-)

btw, sekarang gue ngerti kenapa cewek itu sensitif.
gue cewek.
gue pernah ngerasain "how hard to loving someone who used to be ours"
tapi. plis i'm begging you... he's mine now
semua orang tau nyesel itu belakangan, nyesel didepan itu formulir pendaftaran
so stop telling him "i miss u, everything's gonna be fine at the end" cause everything's already fine now
oh well it used to be. before u came and ruin it all everything's totally fine
gue gapeduli how sweet and memorable nya hubungan lo sama dia dulu.
For God sake, gue gapeduli

tp untuk sekarang gue peduli, gue turut sedih atas menyesalnya lo tapi plis banget it was ur past, right?
masa lalu wooooyyy
i won't let my anger come as a thing who would make me regret somethin' soon
but for now, i won't let him go
I WILL NEVER EVER LETTING HIM GO. tolong dicatet, terimakasih.

gue ga akan pernah marah sama lo, ataupun sama dia.
demi Allah ga ada yang namanya rasa kesel buat lo berdua
gue cuman....... *sigh* turut sedih:(

Gue udah punya kebahagiaan gue dan tolong jangan diambil:(
i love him so much better like you used to love him.
i know this selfish, tp lo gaboleh ngambil dia lagi
dan dia sayang gue:( gue gatau dia beneran apa nggak
tapi gue percaya sama dia.

gue janji bakal jagain dia, jaga perasaannya dia, gue gabakal sia-siain dia

bye,

ADEL