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Hai
Almost done with uas.
capek deh gue nginget-nginget nilai uas, udah gatau lagi deh. Pasrah
Alhamdulillah baru remed 1 o:) alhamdulillah....banget
Thank God.

Udah hmmm jadi gini
gue bingung mulai darimana, i just hate being replaced
ga ada yang suka and so do i
gue ngerasa kaya gitu tapi, entah perasaan doang apa gimana.
i just couldn't describe it.

Everyone have their own option and i've already choose my best choice
the best choice never been that easy. i know
saaaat udh milih yang menurut lo tepat yang laen ngejauh.
Jujur, i do not like this situation
dimana orang-orang ngejauh tanpa alesan
oke gue lebay. banget emang wkwk tapi... HAHHH gimana jelasinnya yak

i don't expect them to care, they life in their own way. Cuman hey... i does exist
hmm gini gini
gue minta maaf kalo gue ada salah ke siapapun itu. Si-a-pa-pun. Kenal ga kenal, sengaja ga sengaja, gue niatin apa gak, intinya gue minta maaf.
gue emang ga seharusnya mikir gini hm tapi gue kepikiran. Gue curhat kemana? yaudah disini aja senggaknya abis gue ngomng gini, gue lega.

gue jadi inget kata-katanya fasha
"Eh bentar lagi kan kiamat, ga pada tobat lo?"

gue belom tobat, semoga Allah sayang sama gue.
sayang sama mama sama papa, soalnya gue sayang sama mereka</3

i'll try not to care, but if it didn't work. Then, i'm done. I'll be fine with or without them

trus td kata fasha "del tumben lo udah ga sering btkdrh?"
gue diem gue sok sok asik wkwwk gue bilang "iya gara-gara dia nih" *nunjuk ncek
dalem hati "cuman dia sha yg bikin gue kuat skrg, cuman dia" easik wakakakak
senggaknya tanpa perlu cerita ngobrol sm dia aja beban gue kurang kok
Makasih, thankyou for being a part of my life right now even someday you have to left. I'm so grateful to have you right now

gue sadar banyak yang peduli sama gue, banyak yang sayang.
gaperlu nuntut orang laen yang gapeduli untuk harus peduli, kalo udah ada yang peduli kenapa harus nyari yang laen?
Belajar untuk gabanyak ngeluh:-)

Nobody want to hear this, but sometimes when you wish you would have him forever it's the time when you have to let him go, sometimes someone you want the most is someone you'll best without, sometimes you will feel that lost when everything's around you disappear. You wouldn't realized it but time's change, time's make you grow up.

Ada saatnya orang-orang belajar dewasa, ada saatnya orang-orang harus ngertiin perasaan orang lain.
udah gue cuman pengen ngomong itu.
urusan lo pada ngerti apa gak ya gatau deh ya
..............pentiuuuummmm siiiiihhh otaknye ;p wkwkwk maap yak

udh kalo kata mayday parade sih........

"don't cry, i know you're trying you hardest and the hardest part is letting go"

jadi pada sabar yaa. Semua indah pada waktunya:')

Gnite,
ADEL