I wish

Hay
Galau malem gapapa ya. Hm sedih
8 bulan itu ga cepet, itu lama. Banget
Dan gue rasa 8 bulan pun kecepetan buat waktu adaptasi, gue gabisa, gue belom kenal dia
Gue belom tau gimana cara ngertiin dia

Mungkin karena gue egois, mungkin karena yg gue pikirin cuman kesenangan gue doang
Tapi jauh dari itu, gue sayang dia. He's such a pain in ass sometimes but i still love him anyway

Kadang jg all that i want just
Such a romantic man
Selalu ngejaga org yg dia sayang kaya dia ngejaga mutiara yg harganya triliunan
Tp cewe itu harganya lebih mahal dr triliunan, more than expensive

Harus selalu dijaga kan?
A-full-of-surprise-man juga lucu, sounds amazing dia mungkin akan selalu ngehibur
Atooo cowo yg pinter jg keren dia bisa ngajarin org yg dia sayang kapanpun dan dimanapun soalnya dia itu super duper pinter
Hmm cowo kece? Hotnessnya bakal naek bgt karena gabakal malu diajak kemanamana

Tapi yg gue butuhin bukan justin bieber yang selalu bisa romantis, bukan hulk yang kuat ngejagain pacarnya, bukan raditya dika yg selalu bisa bikin pacarnya ketawa, ato bukan einstein yg otaknya sangat-amat-super pinter
I love him with all of his flaws
But i wish... He could take any responsibilities of take care of me, cheering me up, or giving me those unpredictable surprise just to make me scream,run, and hug him

I didn't mean to complaining
I just want to complement him with all of the truth that i said

Gue yang belum bisa jadi apa yg dia pengenin
Gue yang harus belajar ngerti
Sorry for being this suck, sorry for being the real me

Goodnight, xo
ADEL