Hey!
"It's time to forget about the past to wash away what happened last"
I just wasted my time to thinking about someone who'll never care about something
Not only about me but also about his friends! Hm wth.
Tadi pagi gue gowes ke fx-HI and that's such an adorable memory
Walaupun gue jatoh dengan luka di lutut kiri dan selangkangan kegeser gue tetep seneng kok :-)
Karenaaaaaa gue bisa ngumpul sm angkatan gue ahaha
That's so a rarely thing, fyi.
"It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now
You kicked me when I was down, fuck what you say, just
Don't hurt me, it don't hurt me, no more
Bitch, you get no love" -eminem
Now, I understand what's the meaning behind the word "regret"
It means "there's no more second change"
So, i-am-trying to never been in a "regret" condition.
Mom, I'm a such silly girl I'm so sorry about all my faults. I love you
And yes, I did! Always <3
Lotta love,
ADEL
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Last kiss
hey
i still remember the look on your face, lit through the darkness at 1.58 :-(
the words that you whispered for just us to know. you told me that you loved me. SO WHY DID YOU GO AWAY? i do recall now,the smell of the rain, fresh on the pavement, i ran off the plane. that august ninth, the beat of your heart, it jumps through your shirt, i can still feel your arms.
but now, i'll go, sit on the floor, wearing your clothes :( i know that smell!!!! your smell, i know it and i like it <3
all i know is i don't know, how to be something you miss!!! i never thought we'd have a last kiss, never imagined we'd end like this :'(. your name,forever the name on my lips :-*
i do remember the swing of your step, the life of the party. you'reshowing off again and i'd roll my eyes then you'd pull me in. i'm not much for dancing, but for you I DID!
because, i love your handshake, meeting my mother. i love how you walk with you hands in your pocket, how you'd kiss me when i was in the middle of saying something, there's not a day i don't miss those rude interruptions.
so i'll watch your life in pictures LIKE I USED TO watch you sleep and i fell you FORGET ME LIKE I USED TO feel you breathe and i'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them HOW YOU ARE! hope it's nice where you are and i hope..... the sun shines and it's beautiful day and something reminds you, you wish you had stayed.
you can plan for a change in the weather and the time but i never planned on you changing your mind.
your name, forever the name on my lips just like out last kiss forever the name on my lips. FOR-EVER!
Lotta love (and pain),
ADEL
i still remember the look on your face, lit through the darkness at 1.58 :-(
the words that you whispered for just us to know. you told me that you loved me. SO WHY DID YOU GO AWAY? i do recall now,the smell of the rain, fresh on the pavement, i ran off the plane. that august ninth, the beat of your heart, it jumps through your shirt, i can still feel your arms.
but now, i'll go, sit on the floor, wearing your clothes :( i know that smell!!!! your smell, i know it and i like it <3
all i know is i don't know, how to be something you miss!!! i never thought we'd have a last kiss, never imagined we'd end like this :'(. your name,forever the name on my lips :-*
i do remember the swing of your step, the life of the party. you're
because, i love your handshake, meeting my mother. i love how you walk with you hands in your pocket, how you'd kiss me when i was in the middle of saying something, there's not a day i don't miss those rude interruptions.
so i'll watch your life in pictures LIKE I USED TO watch you sleep and i fell you FORGET ME LIKE I USED TO feel you breathe and i'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them HOW YOU ARE! hope it's nice where you are and i hope..... the sun shines and it's beautiful day and something reminds you, you wish you had stayed.
you can plan for a change in the weather and the time but i never planned on you changing your mind.
your name, forever the name on my lips just like out last kiss forever the name on my lips. FOR-EVER!
Lotta love (and pain),
ADEL
Saturday, January 15, 2011
passed away
hey,
"can i stay? even for waiting for something that never come"
i patiently waiting! from that time, i'm still waiting. in here, all my friends told me for go! leaving something that never come back!
"there's 10 happiness doors in my life"
i-believe-it! i believe i have those 10 happiness doors, i just can't describe it one by one.
and if i just focus in one door it just make me so clumsy at all! so i don't. i try to focus to the 10 doors
one-by-one!
"he's not perfect, you aren't either. but if he can make you laugh at least once, cause you have to think twice. hold on to him and gave him the best you can"
i'm trying to accept that all, the good and the worst you! but what?? you can't accept me! everything i do i think i'm wrong, i'm trying to give you the best i can, i'm so afraid to losing you. losing our memories even it's stupid moment i never forget it!
"baby, don't talk to me, i'm trying to let go. not loving you is harder than you know"
if you can't give me a chance so why you drive me insane with all of your words??????
5 months i guessed that is a best time to let you go, but, till now, i CAN'T!! you always reminds me, everytime and everywhere i go!
"POSITIVE THINKING"
wake up and saying in my deepest heart "this is the best day ever, the happiest day ever, he'll come back" everyday i always screaming like that, i'm praying, i think i need to think twice, however,it's hard, but i'm trying!
astagaaa kawaaan ternyata bahasa inggris gue udah lumayan B) ahahaha. hm, ohya, apapun yang gue ketik disini itu sangat sesuai dengan apa yang gue rasain sekarang, kalo ada lirik lagu yg gue jadiin postingan itu berarti gue lagi mendalami lagu itu banget ;-). lagi rajin nge posting nih kawan, jadi mungkin hari ini ada 5 postingan :D ehehe sabar yaaa
Lotta love,
ADEL
"can i stay? even for waiting for something that never come"
i patiently waiting! from that time, i'm still waiting. in here, all my friends told me for go! leaving something that never come back!
"there's 10 happiness doors in my life"
i-believe-it! i believe i have those 10 happiness doors, i just can't describe it one by one.
and if i just focus in one door it just make me so clumsy at all! so i don't. i try to focus to the 10 doors
one-by-one!
"he's not perfect, you aren't either. but if he can make you laugh at least once, cause you have to think twice. hold on to him and gave him the best you can"
i'm trying to accept that all, the good and the worst you! but what?? you can't accept me! everything i do i think i'm wrong, i'm trying to give you the best i can, i'm so afraid to losing you. losing our memories even it's stupid moment i never forget it!
"baby, don't talk to me, i'm trying to let go. not loving you is harder than you know"
if you can't give me a chance so why you drive me insane with all of your words??????
5 months i guessed that is a best time to let you go, but, till now, i CAN'T!! you always reminds me, everytime and everywhere i go!
"POSITIVE THINKING"
wake up and saying in my deepest heart "this is the best day ever, the happiest day ever, he'll come back" everyday i always screaming like that, i'm praying, i think i need to think twice, however,it's hard, but i'm trying!
astagaaa kawaaan ternyata bahasa inggris gue udah lumayan B) ahahaha. hm, ohya, apapun yang gue ketik disini itu sangat sesuai dengan apa yang gue rasain sekarang, kalo ada lirik lagu yg gue jadiin postingan itu berarti gue lagi mendalami lagu itu banget ;-). lagi rajin nge posting nih kawan, jadi mungkin hari ini ada 5 postingan :D ehehe sabar yaaa
Lotta love,
ADEL
someday
Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't
I know
You don't really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not do anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
One day you'll see this through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't
I know
You don't really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not do anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
Friday, January 14, 2011
one for all
Hey, good morning all
Baru pulang dari alpen kemaren abis tahajuddan baren Radevas23♥
"@Vannoasd: Today was one of the best moment with radevas 2011."
Yeah, honestly from the first time I heard it, I don't really interested
But, however. I enjoyed, I should be grateful of God O:)
He's there, he's with me! Even for one day, thank you, boy
I still can't believe him by the way......
I though he's worst but no! Absolutely no!
He's the best guy ever :)
There's so many things I've learned from yesterday :
"You're the best thing I never knew I needed"
"You're never feel lose till you lost something you loved the most"
"Love them! Love everyone who cares about you, they're your parents"
"You'll never get a change if you do the same thing like yesterday"
"Don't afraid that the thing is come but be glad it closer (UN)"
Iyaaaaaa, buat quotes ke 2 itu karena kemaren bb gue sempet ilang :'((
Gue udah nangis-nangis nyariinnya ehhh taunya diumpetin guru gue, ngerjain gt ceritanya
ahaha tp gue seneng skrng bb gue udh ditangan :-D
Lotta love,
ADEL
Baru pulang dari alpen kemaren abis tahajuddan baren Radevas23♥
"@Vannoasd: Today was one of the best moment with radevas 2011."
Yeah, honestly from the first time I heard it, I don't really interested
But, however. I enjoyed, I should be grateful of God O:)
He's there, he's with me! Even for one day, thank you, boy
I still can't believe him by the way......
I though he's worst but no! Absolutely no!
He's the best guy ever :)
There's so many things I've learned from yesterday :
"You're the best thing I never knew I needed"
"You're never feel lose till you lost something you loved the most"
"Love them! Love everyone who cares about you, they're your parents"
"You'll never get a change if you do the same thing like yesterday"
"Don't afraid that the thing is come but be glad it closer (UN)"
Iyaaaaaa, buat quotes ke 2 itu karena kemaren bb gue sempet ilang :'((
Gue udah nangis-nangis nyariinnya ehhh taunya diumpetin guru gue, ngerjain gt ceritanya
ahaha tp gue seneng skrng bb gue udh ditangan :-D
Lotta love,
ADEL
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
i'm so useless
Hey
How can I was born as an useless young girl, I mean come on
That's so p a t h e t i c, isn't it?
:'(
"Kami 'bersahabat'
Tepatnya, kalau ada kata lain untuk
Menggambarkan sesuatu yang
Melampaui 'sahabat', maka kata itulah kami.
Berbagi cerita, berbagi rahasia
Bahkan, tanpa disadari, kami pun berbagi cinta
Tapi, apakah kau tahu, rasanya saling mencintai
Namun, bertahan untuk tidak saling memiliki?
Percayalah, ini lebih buruk dari sekedar patah hati
Ini bukan kisah cinta yang ingin kau alami"
With these sentence I realized of something!
Fyi, I think he's the best but he's the worst :(
I wish he doesn't passed away and givin' an empty hopes
Because I patiently waiting for him. :( wish you luch
Lotta love,
ADEL
How can I was born as an useless young girl, I mean come on
That's so p a t h e t i c, isn't it?
:'(
"Kami 'bersahabat'
Tepatnya, kalau ada kata lain untuk
Menggambarkan sesuatu yang
Melampaui 'sahabat', maka kata itulah kami.
Berbagi cerita, berbagi rahasia
Bahkan, tanpa disadari, kami pun berbagi cinta
Tapi, apakah kau tahu, rasanya saling mencintai
Namun, bertahan untuk tidak saling memiliki?
Percayalah, ini lebih buruk dari sekedar patah hati
Ini bukan kisah cinta yang ingin kau alami"
With these sentence I realized of something!
Fyi, I think he's the best but he's the worst :(
I wish he doesn't passed away and givin' an empty hopes
Because I patiently waiting for him. :( wish you luch
Lotta love,
ADEL
Sunday, January 9, 2011
awkward moment
Hey!
I wanna be thankful for the person who's back into my life even I don't know what exactly he want
Thank you for the best 2 days ever! You taught me how to changed my life
I don't know how. But, he's changed to the good way by the way :-)
should i smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he is?
He can't be more than friend but actually he's more than friend for me
He's a.......guardian angel <3
God, make it last forever, even this is awkward but I love this moment
God, I will never let him go again. I promise I'll keep him
Even he's not mine, maybe, it's pathetic
Loving someone who never love you and care too much even I know he didn't care at all
"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours"
I know it's over, already happened, and there's nothing "second change"
But, I probably wishing that he's not the one of those "PHP" person
For the guy who I loved : "listen to me, I loved you, yes I did. I still loved you and I don't know how much I care until you're leaving. I wish you can give me one more time to fix it all. I promise I'll change. To be a good girl, for sure. you're the best thing that's ever been mine :-)"
Lotta love,
ADEL
I wanna be thankful for the person who's back into my life even I don't know what exactly he want
Thank you for the best 2 days ever! You taught me how to changed my life
I don't know how. But, he's changed to the good way by the way :-)
should i smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he is?
He can't be more than friend but actually he's more than friend for me
He's a.......guardian angel <3
God, make it last forever, even this is awkward but I love this moment
God, I will never let him go again. I promise I'll keep him
Even he's not mine, maybe, it's pathetic
Loving someone who never love you and care too much even I know he didn't care at all
"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours"
I know it's over, already happened, and there's nothing "second change"
But, I probably wishing that he's not the one of those "PHP" person
For the guy who I loved : "listen to me, I loved you, yes I did. I still loved you and I don't know how much I care until you're leaving. I wish you can give me one more time to fix it all. I promise I'll change. To be a good girl, for sure. you're the best thing that's ever been mine :-)"
Lotta love,
ADEL
Friday, January 7, 2011
what an awesome day!
Hello people. Mooowning ;)
Today is saturday, and you know what? I've already had my day today
Exactly that was awesome.
Oh iya! Happy anniversary :
First month bella-vanno
Eight months hubby-akmal
First month rayyan-amel
Keep longlast to you all!
"We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all."
Yap! I'm afraid to fallin' in love with him for a thousand times
I'm afraid that he's the one of those PHP
I'm afraid that all of your friends is right, you just givin' an empty hopes
You will-never give me a second change
Don't make me crying for the same thing,please
Ahahahaha wis gile ye? Bhs inggris gua jago juga (y)\m/
Keren ye? Jadi intinya, seperti itulah
Eke mau mandi dulu ciyn, by the way....
HAVE. A. NICE. SATURDAY <3<3
Lotta love,
ADEL
Today is saturday, and you know what? I've already had my day today
Exactly that was awesome.
Oh iya! Happy anniversary :
First month bella-vanno
Eight months hubby-akmal
First month rayyan-amel
Keep longlast to you all!
"We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all."
Yap! I'm afraid to fallin' in love with him for a thousand times
I'm afraid that he's the one of those PHP
I'm afraid that all of your friends is right, you just givin' an empty hopes
You will-never give me a second change
Don't make me crying for the same thing,please
Ahahahaha wis gile ye? Bhs inggris gua jago juga (y)\m/
Keren ye? Jadi intinya, seperti itulah
Eke mau mandi dulu ciyn, by the way....
HAVE. A. NICE. SATURDAY <3<3
Lotta love,
ADEL
Thursday, January 6, 2011
the began of all
Hey :-)
jadi, hari ini gue terima rapot dan mendapata peringkat 12 :-)
nyokap gak marah cuman........kecewa :( kecewa kenapa harus peringkat 12? dan kenapa peringkat itu turun cuman gara-gara pacaran?
so, i told her if i didn't mean to do that, about boyfriend? i'm so sorry about that. i didn't mean to
and finally my mom understand and let me do this step by step. i mean, i promise her to study hard and focus!
yayaya, jadi begitulah. the point is "everyone can start a new day to make a new ending"
ohya! well, yesterday....... i've the best 14 minutes ever! <3
and i've already send my short story to redaction! magazine redaction! wish they accept it *God help me*
so, i motivate myself to be a hard-working person!
"Your dreams come true when you act to turn them into realities."
so, we dream as we live forever and prove it to be come true!
no matter how difficult is it, got it?
by the way, bosen banget gue sekarang wkwk *ciri-ciri org pengangguran*
AHA! i've a great idea, how about play at http://www.games.co.id
hahahaha oke deh, see ya!
lotta love,
ADEL
jadi, hari ini gue terima rapot dan mendapata peringkat 12 :-)
nyokap gak marah cuman........kecewa :( kecewa kenapa harus peringkat 12? dan kenapa peringkat itu turun cuman gara-gara pacaran?
so, i told her if i didn't mean to do that, about boyfriend? i'm so sorry about that. i didn't mean to
and finally my mom understand and let me do this step by step. i mean, i promise her to study hard and focus!
yayaya, jadi begitulah. the point is "everyone can start a new day to make a new ending"
ohya! well, yesterday....... i've the best 14 minutes ever! <3
and i've already send my short story to redaction! magazine redaction! wish they accept it *God help me*
so, i motivate myself to be a hard-working person!
"Your dreams come true when you act to turn them into realities."
so, we dream as we live forever and prove it to be come true!
no matter how difficult is it, got it?
by the way, bosen banget gue sekarang wkwk *ciri-ciri org pengangguran*
AHA! i've a great idea, how about play at http://www.games.co.id
hahahaha oke deh, see ya!
lotta love,
ADEL
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