hey,
"can i stay? even for waiting for something that never come"
i patiently waiting! from that time, i'm still waiting. in here, all my friends told me for go! leaving something that never come back!
"there's 10 happiness doors in my life"
i-believe-it! i believe i have those 10 happiness doors, i just can't describe it one by one.
and if i just focus in one door it just make me so clumsy at all! so i don't. i try to focus to the 10 doors
one-by-one!
"he's not perfect, you aren't either. but if he can make you laugh at least once, cause you have to think twice. hold on to him and gave him the best you can"
i'm trying to accept that all, the good and the worst you! but what?? you can't accept me! everything i do i think i'm wrong, i'm trying to give you the best i can, i'm so afraid to losing you. losing our memories even it's stupid moment i never forget it!
"baby, don't talk to me, i'm trying to let go. not loving you is harder than you know"
if you can't give me a chance so why you drive me insane with all of your words??????
5 months i guessed that is a best time to let you go, but, till now, i CAN'T!! you always reminds me, everytime and everywhere i go!
"POSITIVE THINKING"
wake up and saying in my deepest heart "this is the best day ever, the happiest day ever, he'll come back" everyday i always screaming like that, i'm praying, i think i need to think twice, however,it's hard, but i'm trying!
astagaaa kawaaan ternyata bahasa inggris gue udah lumayan B) ahahaha. hm, ohya, apapun yang gue ketik disini itu sangat sesuai dengan apa yang gue rasain sekarang, kalo ada lirik lagu yg gue jadiin postingan itu berarti gue lagi mendalami lagu itu banget ;-). lagi rajin nge posting nih kawan, jadi mungkin hari ini ada 5 postingan :D ehehe sabar yaaa
Lotta love,
ADEL
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