awkward moment

Hey!

I wanna be thankful for the person who's back into my life even I don't know what exactly he want
Thank you for the best 2 days ever! You taught me how to changed my life
I don't know how. But, he's changed to the good way by the way :-)

should i smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he is?
He can't be more than friend but actually he's more than friend for me
He's a.......guardian angel <3

God, make it last forever, even this is awkward but I love this moment
God, I will never let him go again. I promise I'll keep him
Even he's not mine, maybe, it's pathetic
Loving someone who never love you and care too much even I know he didn't care at all

"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours"
I know it's over, already happened, and there's nothing "second change"
But, I probably wishing that he's not the one of those "PHP" person

For the guy who I loved : "listen to me, I loved you, yes I did. I still loved you and I don't know how much I care until you're leaving. I wish you can give me one more time to fix it all. I promise I'll change. To be a good girl, for sure. you're the best thing that's ever been mine :-)"

Lotta love,
ADEL