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Hay,

Complicated.
Huft have you ever feel like being tired of something you've done over and over again?
this wasn't what other people called 'bored'
Have you ever feel like "fuck, i'm totally done"?
If you didn't then i did.

Ini bukan cuman tentang gue.. dan dia. Kalo dibilang secara luas, gue capek.. sama semuanya.
Life isn't supposed to be this cruel.
They said that "Allah itu adil"
Tapi dimana titik adilnya?
They said that "God'd loving all of his creature"
Tapi kenapa gue masih ga ngerasa disayang?
Mungkin gue yang kurang beriman, iya mungkin.

Whenever i'd a fight with him, i feel that he's totally okay,but me? i'm slowly dying.
It feels like my heart is pounding so hard and so fast that it moves itself into my mouth.
Sometimes words are rough, but people have to try to find the cause.
At and any other moment, i'm gonna throw up.
And the fear that he'll leave is always there, until we're okay.

Gue tau jaman sekarang orang muna banyak, mungkin hampir semua.
But sometimes juga kadang lo harus admit something you knew you did.
Kalo lo salah, coba deh belajar ngaku dan minta maaf.
bukan udah tau salah, malah pura-pura gatau dan malah marah balik seakan-akan you're totally right.
Suka gondok gasih kalo ada orang kaya gitu? Hmm

People said that at the end we'd always be alone.
Jadi coba biasain diri hidup tanpa orang lain, atau kadang kita yang terlalu sibuk merhatiin orang lain tanpa sadar kita emang selalu sendirian?
Duhduhduh
Galau edisi weekend bgt deh gue
#galau #abis #banget #harus #bagaimanaaaaa

Have you ever feel like.. *sigh* I really do not know why i have to describe how perfect he is
Here's the story..

Ceritanya tentang seorang cewek yang obsessed sama seorang cowok, yang bener-bener udah disukain dari lamaaa dan she reallyreally know how it feels to admire someone. Bukan secret admirer ya beda.
Till once upon a time..... Cewek ini bener-bener jadian sama cowok itu. She promised to herself that she'd do anything just to keep him stay. with her, as long as possible. Because she knew someday she won't be able to touch him like before, won't be able to give him such a goodbye hugs, she won't be able to take care of him, to love him like they way she did before. Till she really gave him everything she had. Everything, Iya semuanya.
Till someday the shortest horror story appear : He left.

HAHA.

Harus udah biasa sih ya denger kata-kata "ditinggalkan" dan "meninggalkan"
Apasih gue gajelas abis hahahahaha gakok daritadi gue ga curhat, itu semua yang diatas bukan tentang gue, gue sedang bosan saja HAHAHA
udah ah, bye.


ADEL